Dear God, Thank you for the Rain. Can we have a little dry weather now? I still want to see the London Rains. amen

A hymn---

Immortal, invisible, God only wise, In light inaccessible hid from our eyes, Most blessed, most glorious, the Ancient of Days, Almighty, victorious, Thy great name we praise. Unresting, unhasting, and silent as light, Nor wanting nor wasting, Thou rulest in might; Thy justice like mountains high soaring above Thy clouds which are fountains of goodness and love. Great Father of glory, pure Father of light, Thine angels adore Thee, all veiling their sight; All praise we would render: O help us to see 'Tis only the splendour of light hideth Thee.

PSI,SCY Pi, etc

Yesterday was a busy day in the sky. 2 or 3 pair of glasses, birds of different types and excaliber was facing the wrong way, to me. I just had to drink it all in, in my groggy morning fog. I tried to process it and memorize, but Helen always says that these things will come clear when you get to them. So, I just enjoyed the jottings that were clear.

I always think that excaliber is stuck in the bottom of the ocean and a symbol of the fiery sword that was turned to and fro, "keeping the way". It has to be down, was my anticipation of the ending of the story that the angel was engaging me in, but now I don't know. He loves to show me how tennis moves compare to his longstanding motions and diligence before he lost it. I couldn't really see him, yesterday, so maybe this is the part that he let it go and it was flying.

The evening sky was looking like the burning garbage that we saw.

IT is no coincidence that Kaius is pulling hair.

He pulls out hair from each of his friends and it is so significant to me, when I look in his hands and see hair in his fingers. He looks me in my eyes, as though I should already have known this. I keep doing things and telling him that it is not nice, but it is the one thing that he does that I don't catch him until it is already done.

The first handful of hair was exactly the spot in the head where my Evie had a bald spot from her bandana. I prayed for Ev and for the other children, even though there was no bald spot where Kaius pulled. This must stop! He is lessening his aggressive behavior, but I am praying for the grace and mercy to see his sneaky behavior and redirect it. I see the parallel to my own holding onto wrong things and it is convicting.